Basically part 2 of 3 for my halloween. Tons of fun, lots of dancing and good music (D.J. Earworm at Wofford!) Cute girls and ihop.
BUT I just can’t seem to compete with my roommate, in comparison he’s far more socially able and versatile than me. It was pretty evident by the mid-point of this evening that anonymousgirl was pretty in to myroomy and I pretty much gave up at that point.
So in the midst of this great night I find this unsettling undercurrent of the fact that I will be forever alone. Damn.
I see friends/close acquaintances lives via our favorite social networking site, and the good times they have and the interests they share and I want to be a part of that inside circle but I know I can’t, and trying is a social faux pas, and it all just passes me by.